I set up my camera and streaming rig yesterday to film some easy Javascript coding. I ended up making incredibly loud static for reasons I couldn't figure out.
The reality is that when you're trying to expand your skills, there will be times when you hit a wall. Trying to do something and being bad at it is painful, and it's human to withdraw from pain.
As a developer you face this pain more often than you would in other jobs, and in the video above I talk about why that is and what to do about it.